Leaving

My last day for the first semester. I don’t feel like leaving yet. I need few more days before I’m ready to leave. But then again, 8 more hours to be out in Miri and reaching home sweet home. I ask myself, Is that really what I wanted? To have the pleasure at home and forgetting the miserable boarding life here?

Somehow,
I know what I want is contradicting what I initially wished. All the exclamation and meaningless countdown are out of sight. Now, I only want time to stop. Reminiscing the good moments throughout these 4 months.

I’ll be missing everyone.
And you, the most.

CAN I EVEN SURVIVE?

[EDIT]

Freakin’ 3 hours left. Very extremely anxious. Dang it. And my luggage are extremely banyak. Do not question my way of packing. I KNOW. Okay. I just find out my besties ditch me for an outing. What the hell. How la like that?

Anyhoo, Kuching!