Let Me Win!

Plugging in Lights and Sounds by Yellowcard. What a song to start off my day. It can be pretty calming, y’know.

Wireless was down since last two days. Explain my temporary hibernation. The internet service sucks, seriously. The semester is ending but my soul wants to stay. Part of me want to be in Kuching, part of me wanting the semester not to end. He absolutely knows why. Hmmm. I can’t have two desires that clash with one another. It’s just so wrong.

Last night was CRAZY-YYYY. It’s a game, all right, but I can never win if it goes on like that. Who says brushing teeth is dull? It’s a whole new thing now. I literally ran to the toilet after he ended the call. My heart is racing. Grabbed my toothbrush and ran. He called when I was about to brush my teeth. His laughter and mine were echoing in the toilet :] Even the smallest things, he can make me happy. Something not to be found in my previous relationship. His intention is so pure that I couldn’t resist not to say yes to everything he does. Well, most of his intentions. Ha-ha. He’s the only one I have right now.

Yes, LOVE. At one point, it can make your life miserable. Then, it gives you everything you ever wanted. 

The game resumes tonight. I am so looking forward to it. HOPEFULLY, I win.