Sometimes

you tend to overlook people around you. I discovered a lot being an independent person – boarding school life sucks in every possible way. I get to know people around me, two-faced person and those who are there regardless any mistakes you made throughout your life.

She’s an angel sent above. (Although an angel doesn’t have to wear a Bausch K. necklace ;P ) But still, you’re an angel to many hearts, my dear.

A part of me wants to stay in Kuching. Just like the good old days. Without any transport. We walked from school to McDonald’s to grab lunch. Rushed back to school for afternoon classes. I dreaded the rushing part ‘coz it wasn’t that near. Reminiscing all those times makes you think how little time you actually have with your loved ones.

I went with two of my important persons in my life to McDonald’s last Sunday. I couldn’t help but to stare outside, looking beyond the road. It was drizzling then. I looked at Eliyana and told her, “How time flies. We are already in late November.”
=( It’s exactly one year after SPM I realized.

Time is cruelty. I believe so.

But the past resided in Kuching as well. I hated the past. I know it is still a part of me. What’s the present without the past right? I’ve learned a lot from my mistakes. I hated it and I knew life shouldn’t be about regrets. I have a better life now, much better life. Even with the barriers I have to put on. Life has to be good, no? =) Well, eventually………

P.S I need to plan a reunion with my schoolmates. Miss them a lot.