November 13, 2009

Stay

Moving on, is a simple thing, what it leaves behind is hard.

Reality is so evil that the quote is so true. The aftermath of every memory you had will come back and haunt you. I feel unattached to the world. To the life I should be enjoying. To the life I should be appreciating. At this time, there’s no need of regrets and looking back. Somehow, I am tempted to do so. I couldn’t.

I saw the pain in your eyes. One way or another, it affected me emotionally. I can never help, even to console you. I now have doubts in myself. In the bond we are trying to create forever. Are we pacing too fast? A question I tried to answer last night but it remained unanswered. This heart has faith over you, over everything we went through. But will it be strong enough to go through the barriers in the near future? I know you can be strong. In contrast with me. I fall, then I fall. When you aren’t there, I’ll continue falling. Can I be strong when my faith fails me?

I need you. To be beside me, holding on to me, going through the day. Waking up to know that you love me affectionately is a pure bliss for the day. Nothing compares to you. Not even the slightest chance. You make a difference in my life. I’ve moved on. It’s time to know you. Nothing shall come between us. ‘Coz I left my past already and have no intention to reminisce even a single bit.

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