Goodbye

No matter how much this heart rebel in denying how much it will miss the other heart, this heart will signal these eyes to shed some tears to tell this heart to be strong.

This heart has no idea how to be strong.

To not seeing the other heart for about 2 months, to not being able to do anything but to connect via online streams, to not listen to the heartbeat.

This heart is far-fetched emotional but not today, tomorrow and days to come.

=(

And this heart has something to say before it returns home, leaving her other half.

"Nothing else in this life is more perfect than spending each day with you. Things have been crazy, time has escaped us but you're always there for me. And as always, I run out of things to say when my emotion is heavily burdened on my leaving. I cannot ask for a better wish but to want time flies faster than normal. I want to see you in flesh, poking you and seeing that boyish smile of yours. As much as I miss home, I'll be missing you a whole lot more. I know, this is what I should learn in our relationship - patience and courage. I need to be stronger than what I am because we belong together, forever ♥ It's not just about staying loyal to you but to keep holding on to what I believe in you and more importantly, us. I'll be your crying shoulder, I'll  be your love's suicide, I'll be better when you're older and I'll ALWAYS be the greatest fan of your life."

Wish List:

1. Make sure you have full set of meals - lunch and dinner, like always.
2. Fill up your time with sports.
3. Remember me in your thoughts every second.
4. Be happy =')

I love you so much.

*crying while completing this post*