Lots of noises in the head lately.
Didn't quite know how to respond, which accounts for the lack of sleep I'm having. When the brain is renewed early in the morning, I just feel so calm. Then all the voices start to haunt me back after a few hours.
It has always been the same kind of voices, trying to get me into my own state of realisation. Sometimes ignorance really is bliss. But once it gets to you back, one can never push it aside anymore. I keep pushing it aside, up to the extent it's really at the edge.
And lately, I have been doing some good reading on motivation. Leisure reading loses its charm somehow, maybe temporarily. Perfect timing for ways to motivate myself, I learned how vital it is to run towards the goal. To be as optimistic as possible, bouncing every possible way. To stay focused in the present and re-program my entire life.
There are plenty of things await for me out there.
I think it's about time for self-discovery and do things I'm good at.
Which is computer programming and a bit of design here and there.
I have forgotten how much I love all the complicated HTML codes and the good old Photoshop.
It hits me now that becoming a teacher should not hinder the things I love.
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