Equilibrium

The weather has been doing me good. The cooling breeze that sweep away my hair when I sit down, blogging this. Of which reminded me that I woke up late today! 6.35 is terribly bad for my record.

Everyone else is having examination this week or the week after. Like always, exempted from exams ‘coz we had one on March. Yes, that’s good news. I wanted to relax, apart from these hectic practical assessments which probably can kill my good cells. If I do have some as of now =P

Every now and then I visited the beach when I had some free time. I am in love with the barbequed food sold, of course (well, that’s my only intention so far). My schedule is jam-packed these days, explained my absence in this blog and nothing of therapy for my good pleasure. And yes, I’m feeling more exhausted. More moody each day, ‘coz everything is just wrong. Perhaps the work overload which pangs my emotional self.

It hurts to be isolated. That’s when I feel the huge gap, this huge gap forces me to take a step backward. I strive for more and I want to press forward as fast as possible. But I just can’t. I reckon I’m not a coward. I just need to talk to my friends in Kuching, tell them stories and end with tons of hugs. That’s the affectionate warmth I always needed. You don’t get it, people don’t get it.

Maybe, just maybe, things would work out.

P.S I remembered my difficulty in pronouncing “hexachloride”.