Feeling icy cold with a stack of white papers lying before my eyes, I told myself, this is it. I sat there and wondered of the time escaping my sight. How can it be that soon?
It’s funny how fighting for my life is similar to fighting for this nerve-breaking battle. It is all worldly battle and yet, I felt so unsatisfied. I have yet to look what is it that fulfill the emptiness inside me. Days keep spinning in, every sunset is replaced with sunrise. Is it already more than 200 times? ‘Coz I don’t seem to realise how much I’ve been through here, in this deserted, unwanted place which I’m stuck in. I needed to free myself from this bondage desperately.
But, good things come to those who wait.
Here I am, battling through each day just to survive. Today is another day, a more challenging one and what is it that everyone can’t seem to get it over with? It will pass because that’s why Tuesday is created. Another day, another rising hope or failing expectation. I hope things will work out for me. I wanted to be here to see the joyful faces of my loved ones and make things turn out perfectly.
When this is over, I just want to be home, having to wake up in my own bed and smell the fresh milk early morning. That’s what home for. To tell myself that it’s just the beginning of a huge step, I will be surviving and I shall stomp around like nobody’s business.
1 down, 3 more to go.
People whom I really adore, Good Luck for everything. We’ll achieve whatever we wanted. I believe so.
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