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August 10th.

That has always been the best date ever in my entire life. Yes, I'm cheesy and childish to compose a post dedicated solely to my relationship. Well apparently I do have a "real" life. I enjoy the pleasure of being attached to someone I really adore. Some say, "Don't get attached too young! No, you're too young for that!". I hereby refute the former because really, there's so much to learn. I find it a way to get matured, stop being a brat and start being a good listener. 

It's already twice for August 10th. I'm blessed to have him as my full dose of inspiration. Things may not get pretty at times, but let's be realistic. No quote you look up in Google reflect anything live you get from a relationship. There are sweetness, bitterness all mixed up together to bring you that memorable ride of your life. That is how I feel over 24 months we're together. Fights over small matters, long faces over misunderstanding and basically anything under the sun happened. Yes, I want those fairy tale moments sometime later in the relationship. It's up to God to decide =)

As for myself, this journey has been worthwhile. He's my comrade, always side-by-side protecting me against everything. He's like my shield, giving me 24/7 security, washing away all my doubts and sorrows. Never failing and robust. Things changed drastically over a year. I had my moments of doubts but whatever we have between us is real. There's nothing fake about it, I went through so much just to verify everything. That's why I choose to stand right next to you whatever may come.

I know all this while, I have been such a pain-in-the ass girlfriend. I whine, I demand, I'm strong-headed, I'm childish, I'm irritating, I'm fussy, I'm a brat - I'm all those girl material. Worse, I hated it when you tend to be slacking in certain things. But that's just me. Beneath all that, I'm a normal person with feelings. Better, feelings for you. Nothing in me is artificial and made up. I say whatever cross my mind, I sulk whenever deemed necessary and I get mad when things are not done the right way. I may not be doing you any fairness in certain circumstances, but believe me, nothing has changed over the years. 

I'm still so madly in love with you. Things are becoming of a routine now but I do mean the random texts I send you. We're both so tied down with works, that love moments are just that. Nothing special and divine. I'm aware. One of these days, I find satisfaction in me just to stare at you. Watching you drive or eat, looking at you from afar, rubbing your palms against mine, touching your face. The growing pleasure from all these casual moments. It means a lot to me. Those are my motivation to be strong in the present, to fight for our relationship. Yes, I may not be attached to you officially. But, I do want to work this out to another level, to another new life that I'm anticipating since we're starting this. 

To you,

Thank you.

You have given me a different new light to this dull life of mine.

Happy Anniversary, sayang.

Wishing us many happy returns in the future.

p.s This would be our last celebration together. Next year's would be another new chapter, being apart from one another. So again, thank you so much for the first and second year that you've given me. You're the best, always the best! =')